Is he really, can he play?

I was wondering if I ever can be completely satisfated or I can say, feel enough for you?
you know what to say always, but, will I ever find the exactly words to xpress my self?
there´s a lot of questions in my head, i´m feeling like eraserhead everyday when i feel you far away
could I ever move this jealousy away from my head , and be calm?...
I need some work to do , but is so hard to xplain, but, I don´t feel well when the jealousy appear in my stomach, in my sweaty hands :/
I don´t know nothing, just I know that I need help ...

you play a lot, now is my turn!